and finally I end it all: (

when love another said, I also must take with me the love story line. so hard with all-_________-sometimes my heart wants to ask, that "if this is a risk to be myself?" but saying it had never occurred in the conversation because I did not want me to have something which is sensitive in feeling a sense of something uncertain. for me, a suffix to love it is not unusual. but now I feel things are not as usual, that I feel the heartache in the end the way I love stories. I often say to myself, that "GOD WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE NEXT DAY?, WHETHER FOR MY LOVE IS STILL THERE?" although it is something silly questions that I also remain convinced that god will continue to answer it in one day even without we realize that the answers will come by itself.